Here I am thinking of you while I'm supposed to be working, I enjoy being with you more than I do working. I wasted 9 years of yours and my life, I don't want to waste any more as we are getting older.
I need to show you that I love you, more than ever now. That is what you need more now than ever. All I really do is work, do some dishes, some laundry, and snore. Time to change what and how I do things.
I really want to go away with you somewhere, anywhere for a little while. You need a break away from the house and all the daily crap that comes with it. I want to go do something with you. It's been way to long since we have done anything.
With kids its hard to get away and go do anything together. I miss going and doing stuff and it is my fault. Well if I miss it why not do something about it to change it, well I am going too. I need to make lists of stuff I need to do and get done like you do. I've started but I have done a bad job with it.
Things I miss the most, is having fun with you and laughing with you. Seeing the smile on your face and know your having just as good of time as I am.
I will pick this up later this weekend....thx
